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missxmurder — 2006-11-18T08:11:49-05:00

i find myself in isolated solitude as i empty off my last bottle of white wine.
(i'll move onto the red next.)
and i can't quite express any range of emotions.
i'm numb.
i'm numb to...

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there's always another time.

missxmurder — 2006-08-31T08:08:37-05:00

most of my life i've realized that what lies beneath the surface of everything wonderful is something rotten and destructable; decaying from it's core and reiking of death.
this is nothing new.
my bad day...

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a comfort without a cure.

missxmurder — 2006-07-02T09:07:58-05:00

sometimes i think i'll wake up one day and everything will be gone.
i think that i'll be unable to create, to paint, to do.
i'll lose sight of what's important.
he'll will go away for school and...

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who knew?

missxmurder — 2006-06-25T10:06:24-05:00

so the week didn't end up as big of a bust as i assumed it would be.
i ended up actually enjoying my prom, it wasn't great, but i guess it was better than sitting on my couch the whole night. i sat with people...

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an oak tree ice tea and mini chips ahoy kind of night.

missxmurder — 2006-06-19T10:06:57-05:00

so i decided to force myself into shape.
pilates seemed like a good idea.
seemed being the key word.
they made me lay on my back, put my legs in a "v" and have my arms hold my calves.
...

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a summary to start us off.

missxmurder — 2006-06-12T02:06:39-05:00

It's ridiculous how distant I have become from the world.
These days I spend my time floating.
I have no motive, I have no crime.
I'm an innocent.
Being out of touch isn't as glroious as I...

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